Rants
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Screwed up physics.
Realistically my physics paper is around 75/80. Thats quite some way off from my target.
I feel sad.
It isn't about the 4.0. Its about missing your targets and your goals. When you set high goals, it motivates you to do better, and when if you do reach your goals, your success taste that much sweeter.
But the trade-off is that when you fail, you feel bad, even if you did well in the end.
Yes its a very comfortable 4.0, and thats a good improvement from the exactly 80% I had last year, but utlimately I failed to achieve my target.
I had a dream of topping physics for the year after the first 2 papers. My chances were probabliy nil after the practicals and concept map assessments, so I modified it to be topping the class as well as scoring full marks for the EoYs. All of those are shattered. Its painful when you miss your goals, it always hurts.
Damn it.
Better drop it now then. Its already over. More emoing/whining/bitching etc etc etc won't help one bit, and I still have bio and math to study for. Heh.
C H R O N O I Z E D
6:22 PM
